DOUBT

It tells me that I am not good enough, not brave enough, not strong enough.
It tells me I will not do it.
It limits me puts fear in my heart and burns the core of my soul.
It cripples me and brings me down, forces me to the ground, I am so ashamed I cannot walk.
It chokes me, sucks the life out of me. I speak my mouth moves but I don’t hear a sound.
It ceases my breath and I cannot breathe. I try to break free, I try to survive but I am fighting for the being of me
It gets into my head, and controls my thought all I can see is fear. Dressed in lies and crowned in deceit, staring me in the face.
It blinds me; all I see is a black wall of impossibilities
I need to kill it, I need to stand up, and grab a stake and drive it into its heart
I need to feel its dry blood splash across my face.
I need to look into its dark eyes and see it tremble
I need to bestow unto it the same fear, it bestowed on me
I need to win
I need to bring down DOUBT; it will not bring me down.